The Devil Came on Horseback: Bearing Witness to the Genocide in Darfur by Brian Steidle and Gretchen Steidle Wallace
The Devil Came on Horseback: Bearing Witness to the Genocide in Darfur by Brian Steidle and co-written with his sister Gretchen Steidle Wallace was simply heartbreaking.
When Brian Steidle retired from the Marines, he started looking for a job in which he could utilize his military skills. While browsing the classifieds, he came upon an ad from a civilian contracting company overseeing a cease fire in the south. With naivety, he quickly accepted thinking that he had just landed his dream job. It wasn’t long after his arrival in Sudan, that Brian transferred to Darfur, working as the American representative in the African Union. A monitoring force of only 300, the African Union’s mandate prohibited them from taking any action to actually protect civilians or arrest perpetrators. Their only job was to “observe, inquire, and write reports.”
Can you imagine? You’re dropped into the middle of a genocide, where the the government of Sudan has killed hundreds of thousands of its own people through aerial attacks on the villages and the Janjaweed (meaning devil on horseback) raiding them from the ground and the only thing you have is a pen/paper and a camera?
After a village attack, Brian met a small baby named Mihad who had been shot in the back, with gaping entry and exit wounds. The baby’s aunt (her mother died) tried to have Brian treat her. Brian couldn’t do anything, “I shook my head and swallowed with half-hearted acceptance that there was nothing I could say or do to change the situation. I took photos and made notes for my report. Silently fuming, I moved on, clutching my camera a little too fiercely.” He did this time after time.
Brian writes about the frustration that comes while witnessing the atrocities of a genocide and not being able to do anything about it. What’s worse, is that the world wasn’t doing anything about it either. Darfur is the world’s most crucial humanitarian crisis in the world right now. But do people even care? While back home for a few weeks, Brian had this conversation with a bartender.
“Darfur is a region of Sudan. There’s a genocide going on there – the government has already killed a few hundred thousand of its own citizens.”
“Whoa. That’s intense. So, like, isn’t everyone in Africa killing each other, if they’re not starving already?” he asked.
Annoyed, I tried to give him a quick summary of the conflict.
After a few minutes he broke in. “So, why do we have Americans like you there? What do we get out of it?”
“What? Nothing,” I told him. “You get nothing.”
“So, why should I care?”
I almost knocked my beer over. “Shouldn’t we care about massive killing?”
“So what? Africa is a mess. I don’t really care if they keep killing each other,” he said.
What!? Wouldn’t you care if people were being killed down your street? Wouldn’t you care if people were being killed in your city? Wouldn’t you care if people were being killed in your state? In your country? What’s the difference between a 100 miles, a thousand, or three thousand?
There’s a lot of argument over the word genocide. I totally agreed with this statement:
Every nation had an obligation to prevent such atrocities. To me, whether or not to use the word genocide wasn’t what was important. People were dying in large numbers and we had the means to stop the violence. Unfortunately, we did not have the will. They are ‘just Africans,’ someone said to me once. It made me sick.
I highly recommend reading The Devil Came On Horseback, Bearing Witness to the Genocide in Darfur for those wanting an insiders view. It was well written and kept me engrossed the whole time. Before reading this book, I watched The Devil Came on Horseback documentary based upon Brian’s time in Darfur. If you don’t read this book (which I think you should) than I highly recommend that you watch this documentary! It’s one of the best that I’ve seen but it’s also one of the most graphic. It’s not for the faint of heart, but I think that’s the point. It’s a call to action. My husband and I cried through this film, especially when you see Brian break down on camera. He’s very sincere.
The official trailer:
More about Brian:
Why am I doing this? Surely, my efforts are hardly going to make a ripple in the big picture. But when I read Brian’s following words, it was a confirmation to me, that I’m doing the right thing.
Sometimes when I am talking to people about Darfur, they ask me how they or the United States will benefit from getting involved in the issue. I can feel my anger rising. I tell them: You get nothing! You get nothing from helping these people – except to know you did something good, that you did the right thing. You helped people who couldn’t help themselves. Every human being should have a chance to grow up without violence, to make independent choices in life, to drink a glass of clean water, to be free of fear – the fear or rape or a bullet in the back during the simple task of collecting firewood for daily meals.
I then point to my photo of Mihad and say: If these reasons aren’t enough for you, I give you her. Shouldn’t she have the right to grow up surrounded by peace and love? What child deserves to be shot at age one?
What nation can allow genocide to continue?
What person can turn their back on the victims of such hatred?
When the genocide in Darfur has ended, what will you say you did to stop it?
Don’t forget to get involved in the Reading & Blogging for Darfur campaign taking place all September. Visit www.globalgrassroots.org an organization founded by Gretchen Steidle Wallace (Brian’s sister), and www.thedevilcameonhorseback.com for information about the film.
When the genocide in Darfur has ended, what will you say you did to help stop it?
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This was an amazing post Natasha. Thanks for including the videos. The second one made me cry for sure. I’m really glad you’ve put so much heart and dedication into this project. Also, I put this book on hold at my public library last week and it just arrived. I wasn’t sure what it was about, except that it was about Darfur. Now I’m really looking forward to picking it up.
on September 8th, 2008 at 12:45 amIt’s so incredible. That conversation? Wow.
on September 8th, 2008 at 5:52 amI checked this out of the library and it is next in line in my Darfur reading lineup. I’ve saved this post of yours in my reader (I try not to read too many reviews before I read something) so I can come back to it. THANK YOU!
on September 8th, 2008 at 6:38 amWow. I’ll be reading this. It’s one of those important books that everyone should read, I can tell.
on September 8th, 2008 at 7:00 amOkay, I’ll be looking for this book now too. I understand people not feeling that they can do anything to help a situation that is tragic and on the other side of the world, but I do NOT understand a ‘what do I get out of it’ attitude. I want to read more of his reactions to those people.
on September 8th, 2008 at 7:54 amI checked and my library has the documentary but not the book. I’ll be adding it to my holds list.
on September 8th, 2008 at 9:01 amThank you for all that you are doing to raise awareness!
on September 8th, 2008 at 9:42 amoh my gosh. wow. that was horrific. absolutely terrible. i was seconds from tears. i can’t even speak. i responded late to a question my mom just asked me longer than someone should have. had to remind myself to breathe! geez. oh my gosh. i just have to say thank you natasha for getting this set up and everything. it certainly will make a large impact! thanks again…
on September 8th, 2008 at 1:45 pmI just watched the documentary on Netflix Instant Movies. Thank you so very much for increasing awareness and doing something. I wrote a post about it and encourage all of us interested in Darfur to write to our senators and both of the senators looking for our votes. Even a few emails, I think, is better than sitting at home and crying for helpless beautiful strangers on another continent.
on September 8th, 2008 at 3:09 pmThis is the book I wanted to try to get from the library. I am the world’s worst about not looking at things that horrify me (as you may can tell from my previous comments) but I am going to try to read SOMETHING about it.
Thanks for doing all you’re doing to raise awareness.
on September 8th, 2008 at 3:16 pmThis sounds like a really powerful read. I can’t imagine how frustrating it would be to be there but not able to do anything to help!
on September 10th, 2008 at 8:09 amRebecca – Thanks. I hope you like it!
Wordlily – I know! Can you believe that people think that way?
Rebecca – I look forward to your review. Come back when your done!
Meghan – If only to teach people about what’s going on, yes, everybody should pick it up. The documentary is even more powerful (because of the photos).
Jen – Isn’t that a selfish way to think?
Jenn M. – Brace yourself. My husband and I cried our way through the documentary. It was amazing but so, so sad.
Alyce – You’re welcome!
Ginger – Breathe! Thanks for all of your support. I always love seeing that you’ve left me a comment.
Mrs. B. Roth – You wrote an excellent review of the film. Wasn’t it just heartbreaking?! It was after Taylor watched this film that he said, okay, I’m in. Let’s do this Darfur thing.
Lisa – The book is easier to read emotionally than the film. Thanks for taking time to read it.
Tanabata – He would watch time after time attacks on villages and then go in afterwards to conduct interviews on both sides of the conflict. I think that is what frustrated him the most was that they were inadequate to do anything and that nobody had any interest in helping.
Lisa -
on September 10th, 2008 at 10:19 pmI’m next in line for the documentary at the library. I’m bracing myself and watching it while my kids are at school. I want them to know about the world, but this sounds a bit graphic. Didn’t you review a kids book regarding Darfur? I’ll have a look in the past posts, but I would love to have my kids grow up informed about the world around them and not grow up in a bubble, but I want something appropriate.
on September 13th, 2008 at 12:20 pmI’m going to look for this when I go to the library this week.
on September 13th, 2008 at 10:11 pmHey.. I JUST finished reading this book and it was great! I learnt so much more about Darfur..so much more about the current situation there. Thanks for giving me an opportunity!
on September 29th, 2008 at 9:25 amI am in the process of blogging about it. Shall post the review soon!